like the sun

(here it comes now)

so, life has been interesting and challenging in the past few months. in fact, the last half-year has been quite the learning experience, but my strength is not my own.

sometimes it seems like there's a lot of change in the wings, but that's the uncertainty of the thing - we don't know. and I don't. and I can't control it.

seems like things spin out of control. and that's why the illusion of control is disastrous. we grasp for control in our own needy little ways - not only through attempts to control people, but ourselves!

but sunlight breaks through. we just need to open our eyes and see. pick up your mat and walk. God's not going to force us to change. we have to move ourselves.

and for myself, I ask for peace and guidance. maybe revival of this small internet space is what I need to move on.

posted by paradoxically correct @ 7:24 AM